Rantings Of A Cornflake Girl...

Right now I'm in the middle of packing & moving so I'm going to take my leave for a while. I'm moving tomorrow & of course I put it everything off until the very last second so I have no time to do anything now but pack & move. See you guys at the
circus!

Peace & Love Inc.

I have been thinking a lot about relationships as of late. Not just romantic relationships but friendships as well. There are some people in my life that I feel that I am tied to & nothing will ever change that. Not really sure if I feel like it's a soul mate kind of a situation or not. Not really sure if I believe in soul mates but I like the idea of it.

I would like to know if everyone feels like they have a one? Such as, the one person that they are/were crazy in love with. Do we all have or have had someone that we eat, sleep & breath & if so, are we that person to someone else? I ask this question because I am the most commit-a-phob person that you will ever meet. The more serious any relationship gets the more I question everything. Not sure if that's a good thing or not. Nevermind, I know the answer to that.

I was talking with a friend about someone they used to date & how that person was the one & would always be. Keep in mind this person in happily married & the person they are referring to as thier one is also happily married to someone else. I started thinking about whether or not everyone in the world has a one & if we are all the one to someone... Just something to think about...

I feel like a little kid jumping up & down in the backseat screaming. I'm so ready for a vacation. I seriously need to take one for my own mental health & the general well being of those around me. Right now I'm loving the commericials about how Americans give up their vacations & sanity to continue working. It's so freaking true! Too much time spent at work makes Care a very dull girlie! I seriously understand why people medicate themselves is this is all they do all the time. I still feel like the little kid who lives for the weekends & breaks!

The boy & I have started packing & are looking for a new abode to call home. We're moving out of his hood into a different one & yes together. Not sure if we're going to move into a house or an apartment. Some of you or at least one of you thinks that I just need to suck it up & buy a house to keep me planted here. I don't know if I'm ready to be that much of a grown up or not. :-) If I do, I want a place with great architecture, hardwoords & some history. Don't know... well see what happens!

Scott keeps reminding me that if we move into a house I can get whatever puppy I want & not have to worry about it... Funny, the boy knows me so well.